All Is My FAULT! OK???

Please let me go, I'm already forgive you and all other people that hurt me.

(the forgiveness is learned from my last adolescent psychology class.)

I'm always trying my best to accept myself.

At the beginning I really cannot accept myself, forgive myself for what I've done.

From time to time, I keep stand up and relapse back.

The reason why I still standing here is I don't want make anyone who care me and love me feel disappointed on me. I want to live better, love myself more. That just what I want only. Just a simple life, as simple as possible.

But now, why you all come to mess my live again? 

It is hard for me to build up this simple live.

I don't care whether you all forgive me or not, I already said apologized.

Not I don't care about the friendship, and the choice is on you all.
I will accept and respect to what the choice that you all want to choose.

If you all cannot forgive me I will let it go. 

But please, please don't disturb my family, they doesn't know anything about my passed.

Anyone in the world will do wrong, there are no perfect person in the world.

Yes, it is my fault in hiding all those stuff, but I'm not intentionally want to do so.

One thing what I can do now is just live better and love myself more.

Why want think in the extreme way?

There are many way, different perspective to view on the problem.

If the way won't hurt other people, make them feel less worry, why we don't choose that way?

DON'T COME IN AND MESS MY LIVE AGAIN!

I JUST WANT LIVE HAPPY AND DO WHAT I WANT TO DO!

THANKS FOR THE COOPERATION~