First Of May by Emi Fujita

A song that I found from some one...

so soft, listen before I sleep...

just like a lullaby for me... =)

Inner...

LOVE
Can I say I love you...
Or I should say I think there is something special that I feel on you...
but... I'm not dare to say out or express my feelings towards you...
I scare...
There was 1 time I keep putting off my act and I loose the chance.
There was 1 time I chose the wrong 1.
Now, I scare of making decision...
I may not deserve to have your love...
I cant imagine the respond you will have after I express out all my feelings...

SORROW
Sorry for having the act.
Actually I don't know what the respond I should give you.
I don't mind if other people misunderstand me.
Or may be I misunderstand you?
I don't want ask any question, get any answer from you.
But what I want to say is from your act, it really hurt me.
"Got you no me, got me no you!"
What a funny thing!
See me like seeing a ghost and I'm the virus so you get far from me...
You know this is not the first time you doing so.
when I know you said that thing I really really feel HURT!
I don't know what you thinking about...

Is it every year should happen once time or more than this???

Just few sentences

Hope my smile for now not to cover up myself...
Hope all the happiness now can continue on...
Hope I won't defeated by your act...
Hope no more happen after this...
I just want my live...
a live that can make me keep move forward...
no more pain, no more hurt...
pray for it, pray for myself...