I'm losing my strength to express my feeling...
No point for me to express though...
I don't have the energy to voice out my feeling, my thought...
I don't have the reason to explain all...
I just keep silent...
I feel so stress about all of the stuff that happened to me recently...
even though there had some happiness and good memories but it cant suppress my hard feeling...
I found out my soul is fly away
every morning I wake up, there is no goal that I searching for
My life is becoming meaningless...
I still can focus on study but not so
I hope the tiredness, stress and not feeling well that I'm facing is because of my study and the activities that I join.
I keep telling myself,
not my false,
no forcing,
let it be,
trouble come because of my stand no clear
I'm sorry to myself,
I don't even used any knowledge that I've learnt on myself
such a shame!
I just want cry, a way that I feel most comfortable with! Please! Let me CRY out!
( If you leave, please leave with silently or without doing anything, I don't need such thing! You can inform me but don't pretend in front of me! It even make me feel worst. If you hurt, sorry cause I cant do anything for you. Because you not understand me too. Sorry for not being true to myself sometimes. There is some reasons that you should understand. I don't like confront, I don't like explain, I just want you think clear when you make a decision. I know sometimes thinking too much while making decision is not good, but that's my way. It depends on what the decision that I need to make. All just make me feel myself bad...)
Just type out what come in my mind, so it looks messy...
Ordinary Miracle- by Sarah Mclachlan
on Saturday, July 9, 2011
Yesterday I went to a talk that given by Mr. Tan
it's about "Embracing Life"
He is a lecturer that I respect and admire on
love the way he act, talk, enjoy and his perspectives on his live
He did share a lot of live experiences to us
the happiness, appreciate and gratitude what we have even it just a little thing
hmmm... got one thing I should do is to watch the movie " Eat, Pray, Love"
I got the movie for long time ago but haven watch yet
He is using the story to tell us how to enjoy our live
may be next time or when free upload some photos about the slide here...
P/S: I really seldom update my blog... hehe =)
night world~ should continue with my lovely FYP or sleep???
For sure one thing I need to do is always be happy and control my emotion ~(@^_^@)~
wish you all happy also, enjoy your live~ =)
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