Surprise or Shock?

on Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Today I heard a news from my friend, it shock me but not so.

It was about you again, haiz~

At the moment, I feel want to cry but I didn't.
I know it is not worth for me to put any hope, any feeling on you again.
Luckily the last time we chat was the time I totally felt disappointed on you! If not today I will feel very depress, sad and will be collapse again!
I admitted that I was a stupid and it was my fault for choosing you to be the one.
But I am not regret of the decision.
At least, I have the courage to walk out my first step and I'm being responsible to my decision. 
What I want to do for you, what I want to tell you I've already done it.
The response that you gave me already give me the answer.

It's such a long time for me to reduce the hard feeling.

After that time I feel more relief already.
I want to say thank you to all my friends that accompany and help me in this period of time.
Without you all, I don't know whether I still alive, still can recover this fast or not.
Sorry to those that I've been make you feel disappointed on me.
You still at the same way, you still no change.
That not my responsible to advice you already and I also don't want have any contact with you anymore.
Please, do regret or responsible on what you did! Don't repeat the same mistake again!
I cannot forgive you yet I will wish for you. That's all~


All the best for myself, wish HAPPY ALWAYS =)







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