Friends

Friends, you made me feel very disappointed.
Friends, you made me sad.
Friends, you made me cried.

I know I am not a perfect person.
I know how stupid I am.
In this world no one is perfect too.

Sometimes, I care about you all.
I try my best to treat you all.
I just follow what you ask me to do or help.
If I can, I will help you.
I will be nice as possible as I can.
And I know you all treat me good as well.

Sometimes, I will do wrong thing.
I may said or did something that hurt you.
I may selfish in some way.
I may angry with you without reasonable reasons.
I may said something bad about you.

But all this made me feel myself that I am so Fake!
sometimes, I know you cheat me and I let you cheat.
sometimes, I know you used me and I let you used.
I do nothing on what you have done on me, just let it be.
But why??? At the end you broke your promises, not only for one time.
Just because of the fault that I've made and you leave me.
Just because of the advantage you lost.

Dear friends, when I need you where are you?
You have promised that when I need I can find you.
But when I find you, you are lost,
you feel annoy,
you are busy.
At the end, I do not dare to find and interrupt you again.
And our relationship become far and far.
At the end you forget me,
I may also forget you.

However, I know there are still have true friends with me.
I will appreciate what you do for me.
I may not say thank you to you,
I may not show the sincere face to you,
But in my heart, I will truly grateful of what you did.
Thanks for always be my good listener and advisor when I need you!

Sorry for what I did that make you feel hurt and angry.
Sorry for I did not truly express myself.
Sorry because you not understand me and I am not understand you.

Hope everyday when I wake up will be a good day!
Good luck to all and myself.